WHY YOU SHOULD NEVER GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS

Live Music Photography

You may have noticed the near radio silence on here over the last week. That is because I am now firmly ensconced in my new flat in Manchester, and without internet until the 28th *dies a little inside*. I'm actually writing this now from the miracle that is 4G, so I mean if that isn't a testament to technology then I don't know what is.

Today I thought I'd do a little post with a difference. I've mentioned a few times now that I'm looking to branch out into some lifestyle posts as well as my regular outfit posts and well, this is one of them.

I first fell in love with music photography when I was 16, and knew firmly it was something I wanted to become involved with. When I turned 17, my parents bought me a second hand DSLR for my birthday and I absolutely threw myself into it, going to all the local venues and begging them to let me shoot the unsigned nights.

I remember these as the best years of my life, turning up to shoot a gig and ending up going on tour for a week, making some of the best friends I ever had and spending all my time doing the thing I loved the most. Then university happened and I became unable to leave the house due to anxiety and depression. Coming out of that period of darkness - for want of a better word - I felt so completely disconnected from everything. I forgot who I was, I forgot what made me feel alive. I got stuck in a toxic relationship and spent 2 years feigning happiness and contentment and basically I forgot what made me, me.

Last year, my friend gave me an opportunity that I couldn't say no to. He asked me to shoot his band's gig at the 02 in Liverpool. I was in two minds whether or not to do it, I hadn't even really used my camera aside from when I blogged in about 3 years. I wasn't sure if I'd even be able to do it justice anymore, but then when the band kicked off their set and I started shooting the adrenaline came back and it was like I'd never stopped.

Since then, I've had some incredible opportunities thrust my way and I've shot bands that my 17 year old self would never have imagined. And you know what? Spending my nights again in sweaty venues, running back and to through the photo pit and contorting myself into ridiculous shapes in order to get the best shot possible is more fun than I ever imagined. I think its actually better now I've gone back to it, because I remember how much I missed it.

So I guess the moral of this post is never to give up on your dreams, no matter what situation you may find yourself in. At the end of the day, if you dream of it then you're passionate about it - don't let go of your passions because they're the things that will keep pushing you through the bad times and will keep you motivated to strive for your successes.

Right now, I'm sat in my own flat, in Manchester. I have a job that a year ago I would have given my right arm for and never believed that I'd have. I am SO grateful and so lucky and honestly I don't think I've ever been happier, and it's because even through the darkness I still strove for my successes, even though they may not have been the same ones I did previously to. And the best thing? I've done this all off my own back, this is all down to me and my abilities, and damn that feels so good!

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19 comments:

  1. Aww, this is such an amazing post. I wish I had your interest in photography, but I only know the basics. It's such a great moral to have. Never give up on your dreams. It's the only ones you have <3

    I love your blog! I am definitely following you on bloglovin' <3

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    1. Thank you so much! I started off only knowing the basics and taught myself through experimenting with the different settings available on my camera and through editing on things like photoshop. Once you get into it, it's a truly fascinating art form :) xo

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  2. It's so great that you got to go back to what you love! I hope to be able too sometime too, very inspirational x
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    1. Thank you babe! I hope you get back to what you love soon too! xo

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  3. Fantastic post, thanks for sharing this inspiration! :)

    I have a new post on the blog, would love to know your thoughts:

    * Electric Sunrise - Fashion and Lifestyle Blog *

    x

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  4. hey its suzy (mid cheshire college suzy lol) :) i am so pleased that you are happy now and are living a great life. i kept on wanting to say hi and i am sorry that i never did. maybe we could meet up sometime xx

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    1. Suzy!! How are you lovely?! Yes, I would absolutely love to meet up one day! It would be lovely to have a catch up xxx

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  5. hey its suzy (mid cheshire college suzy lol) :) i am so pleased that you are happy now and are living a great life. i kept on wanting to say hi and i am sorry that i never did. maybe we could meet up sometime xx

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  6. So pleased you've found your spark again, good for you. The picture with this post is fantastic and renewing a passion is always the best feeling. Good luck!!
    we rise & we fall | Poppy
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  7. I've stumbled across this at just the right time. I've decided against doing my top-up year in photography, and am going to get a job and do it on the side, and I feel like this has sort of given me a kick up the bum to pursue live photography alongside portraiture. So cheers for that!

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    1. Oh my gosh I'm so glad this post has helped you! Definitely try live photography, honestly it is SO much fun! You'll have to let me know how you get on with it! xo

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  8. You go, girl! I've been losing sight of my target recently, and my morale has been incredibly low. This has been such a boost, so thanks, LJ. Congrats, on your job, too!

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    1. Thank you so much! It's amazing to think that something I have written has given someone a boost, so I am over the moon that it's helped you! Good luck on your journey too lovely <3

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  9. This is such an inspirational post! Congratulations on all your success :) x

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